I never would have guessed….
My summer nights would be like this. Sitting along doing laundry and watching tv show marathons on Netflix. With a job stealing the only company I would have every night, Im forced to be alone. I thought at 20 years old, I would be living it up, partying every night and hanging out with friends, tanning, swimming and being totally carefree.
But. I love this. I have one true friend. One person I trust. His friends have opened their lives to me as well, and not one of them has judged me or disliked me. People from my past have done so much to screw me over that Im not sure why I stuck around with them for so long. I dont know why I associated with back stabbers, immature, kids who cannot get over their little social network from high school.
Im glad I moved on. My communications with other people has gone to an all time low, but Im slowing finding friends on my own. Friends who respect me and would do anything for me. People who want to be my friend and would never do anything to hurt me. I love it. Im finally finding “friends”.
